I read somewhere that

" Hamari do jindagi hoti hai,

Ek jo hm jeena chahte hai or ek jo hm jee rhe hai".

And first option always left you with a thought ki kya sahi nhi hua. Ky galat hua

Beete kuch dino mere dimag me ek bat aayi or usko na likhna shi ni hota.

" Kalam pakadta hoon toh ungliyan nahi, zameer kaanpta hai,

Ye zamana har sasti cheez ko hi aksar naapta hai.

Maine khoyi hain raatein is shohrat ki talash mein,

Ab sukoon dhoondta hoon, par har koi yahan bas faasla rakhta hai."

Fasla....par kyu? Jaruri hai?

Shayad nhi .....kuch chijo se door hona uska ilaj nhi hota

Kuch samundar ke toofan kuch der tk hote hai unhe samhal k paar kr lena chaiye.

"Log kehte hain badal gaya hai lehja mera ab,

Unhe kya khabar, kis qadar badal gaya hai mera sab.

Hum toh dar-badar bhatakte rahe un parindon ki tarah,

Jinki parwaaz par sab haste the, par rona aaya ab."

And ending this with something I liked the most.

"Gumaan nahi, ye mera tajurba bolta hai is kagaj par,

Main aaj bhi wahi hoon, bas badal gaye hain raste mere is safar par.

Tum jeet ka jashn manao, hum haar ko gale lagaenge,

Kyunki mai woh sitara hu jo chamkega hamesha khuda ke arsh par"

Life is not so good but trying hard to make it better.

Always needed a friend to share my thoughts but here i am .... sharing it with you guys ....

Thanks. ❤️